today

So i went to the mall today with a trad friend. We met these two cute guys, and they bought us lunch. it made me feel good that they didnt notice i was dead. but then i had to say no that i didnt eat. my mistake i should of jsut said i wasnt hungry.

crap. i scared them away.

oh well im goign to go and pretend to dream, because i cant bear to think abou tthings right now.