Today

Hey Im Coleen Mason and im a zombie. I know its actually supposed to be differently biotic or whatever but what can i say zombie is shorter.

i died trying to kill myself, and i say trying becasue obviously i came back, just as somthing different.

so i dont know what the public wants from us, i dont even know if ill get readers.

right now i go to school and hang with the few trads that can stand me. go home and get on teh computer and wait untill i make dinner for my family, who havent abandoned me but treat me differently, artificial, like i was made in a lab or somthing. My mom remarried you see and she has two new other children of her own, who arent DB and probably never will be.

but right now i cant concentrate bringing up these memories are to painful, even now. i just havent had another DB person to talk to about my expiriance, sure i have tried very hard to still act like a trad , so noone would know the difference, but somtimes i can tell, the look at me with hatred.

i used to be captain of teh softball team, i was catcher. but now?